A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 03:53:06 GMT

umm high light of the month- since i dont really write here often.... i saw children of bodom at downtown, got to see Alexi backstage n gave him a hug and kiss :-)
the end

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2 c some hott pics from the show

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 18:55:47 GMT

I went to the Irish day parade on sat. with Liat, and let me tell you....men in skirts look really hottt ^_*

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 00:59:23 GMT

sammy (1 of the campers) said i was his second fav. girlfriend..lol hes so cute
things are going a little better..yohai talked to me and helped me feel a bit beeter about the shit thats going on w/ ally and ariana....Ari called, i miss him...

currenly playing: Dimmu Borgir- Progenies of the Great Apocalypse

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 03:30:43 GMT

I HATE THIS.

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 03:34:17 GMT

i wanna get a surf board really bad..so i gotta work my ass off even more...its worth it i guess.

my brother tried scaring me n was like 'ppl that live in the ocean die in the ocean' n said how theres sharks n stuff..but hey, i go 2 the beach almost every day n i havent seen any surfurs dying..yet :-)

Frank wants to hang out on sunday n said he'll ask Mike to come...it would be cool if he actually does...but even if he doesent, Franks awesome...

thats about it..

i wont write about the major shit thats going on...so thats it

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 23:31:13 GMT

happy 1st month..too bad you arent here
and thank you Sabrina for what you said...

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 21:38:27 GMT

would they like me if i didnt look the way i do?
sometimes i wish i was just ugly and then ide know who is real with me and who is fake.i think.

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 21:03:59 GMT

people can be so stupid

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 01:44:36 GMT

Ari called me 5 times from his sisters wedding and well, he was really wasted....i dont know...i worry when people i care about get wasted, but when i get wasted i could care less....im just messed up..
Life seems to be going pretty ok for me now (besides for this major hade ace that wont go away)....school is over, ill start working at camp soon, and i just got to the gym at least once a week....things are going really good with Ari which i think is a big reason of me feeling better about well, just life in general....
i might hang out with Sabrina tomorrow ^_^ I have no idea how its gonna go..i hope i dont ask her stupid questions....im just so damn good at screwing things up

the things I would do.....

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 12:10:24 GMT

*3 more regents and the nightmare is over =)
*brothers graduation was ok...i left the speeches part and walked over 2 Allys to say hey b/c she lives 3 blocks away from the school (DRS) and i came back but right after they called his name...i was so pissed...so later on i was talking to him 1 of his friends came over and was like "so ur shmuels famous goth sister'.....
1. since when am i famous?
2. he doesnt even know me, so what gives him the right to label me 'goth'....if you say by the way i was dressed, no. i was dressed all formal and shit...i really didnt get it...but i dont really care..so whatever
*Ari and Reyskey are sleeping at 5 towns 4 the weekend and I was sposed 2 sleep at Allys so we can all be together for the weekend, but nooo Allys mom is really pissed at Feigie since 2 weeks ago...so I cant sleep over...Im planing to call her mom up tonight and apologize 4 her getting offended by some stupid crap i said (that wasent supposed 2 offend her at all)parents can be such dumb asses....edit- im gonna walk over sat. after noon
very smart
*i want to hang out with Sabrina already....i guess ill try 2 think of something....

Alexiiiiii

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 01:25:48 GMT

ahh i <3 him soo muchh :-)